It’s been almost four years and my heart still aches. I will always miss you. I am in a different place than I was four years ago, but I will always miss you. My heart is open to new possibilities, but I will always miss you. When I see couples together and I feel jealous. […]
Tag: love and loss
So many days and dates have passed. A year from when I was in the hospital came and went. I meant to acknowledge it and I did, in my head, but not through my fingers – words on the page. Some days I slip back, but now I feel like I’m taking three steps forward […]
Robin William’s death was beyond tragic. If I could have been with him I would have told him how I struggled with this myself. I wrote a few blogs about a recent bout I went through. One was a suicide note: After he was gone: Darkest Days. A friend wrote me an imploring e-mail reaching […]
It’s been 11 months since I touched his hair, smelled the cologne on his shirt traced his fingers with mine.
Today marks, by the calendar numbers, one month since he died, June 8, 2013. Last week I didn’t cry. Instead of finding solace in not crying I worried my lack of tears meant I wasn’t a good wife/partner. I worried I had cried all the tears I could. What is that saying about Crocodile Tears? […]